Days like this kill my sanity.

At this point ,
I've tried my absolute hardest to make this all better.

I wrote it all down.
Now there's nothing left but to wait.
I have to aquire patience ,
Or I'll never be the same again.

Everyday I miss you.
I'm always thinking of you.
And I'll always love you.

All of that makes this so much harder.

If I could just learn to let go ,
Maybe I would be alright ..

But I've tried.
It got me nowhere.

I could never be the same way with anyone but you.

And in the end ,
If you say no ..
At least I can say I put my best effort forth.

Everyone says you love me ,
And I know that.
But then they say that means you'll want to be with me again.
I know that's not true ..
I've seen so many people love each other ,
But it's too hard for them to be together.

-that was never us. we loved being together.