What's it like to feel whole ?

If you go over seas , I'll have to wait three years til I have a chance at being with you.
I'll do it. I'll wait til I'm 99 , I just want you <3


But if you stay in the states , we have a possibilty of fixing all of this.
Of all the things I could pray for right now ..

Dear God ,
Please let them station him somewhere in the 50's.
I need him. My heart doesn't want to let him go.
Everyone acts like it's so easy to just forget ..
They're wrong. So please bring him back to me <3
If I never have anything else but , I surely will be content :,)

-amen <3.