I've just been wondering ..

What goes through your mind ?
Do you sincerely think this is only my fault ?
We've both done things wrong.
There's always been forgiveness.
But it seems like you're going to put this all on me
And hold it against me forever.

I
Don't
Understand.

Why if you have love ,
Would you just give it up ?

I think that if nothing else will go right ,
I still want this to.

I love you so much.

But I'm tired.
Broken.
Confused.

I feel like while I'm running after you
And while I'm begging,
It'll never be enough for you.

I wish I knew if I was a good person.

Because while I know I'll never deserve you ,
I wonder if I deserve someone better.

Maybe there's someone that will actually want to be with me.

I won't have to beg.
I won't have to plead.

Love never comes easily ,
There's so many struggles.
But this is going to kill me.

I know I was wrong ,
I've apologized
And even begged for a second chance.
But I know it's all over for us.

-nothing could ever kill me so harshly.
I've lost your love ,
And I'll never be the same.