How much longer can this go on.

I never knew so much heartache even existed.

It's gotten to where as soon as I awake in the morning ,
I feel the pain.

It's hard on me.
More than you'll ever know.

Who the hell are you to break my heart ?

I can pretend I'm mad ,
And while I somewhat am ,
I can't really hate you.

No , not never <3

I need to get through this ,
I don't know how I can though.

Some days are harder than others.
WHY ?
Because I'm so damn hopeful ,
That this will all turn around & get better <3